Losing Everything to Find Myself

Losing Everything to Find Myself

"What did you bring me?" the long-haired brunette asked, pointing at the cup with a look of pure disgust.

"It's your order, ma'am," the waitress replied calmly. "A cappuccino."

"This is swill, not a cappuccino! You're an idiot!" the girl shrieked nervously. "Take it back and fix it right now!"

The waitress's lips twitched, but she held her tongue. She silently picked up the cup and carried the coffee back to the counter.

"Is that hysterical brat screaming again?" the bartender chuckled. "Oh, that's right, you're new—you don't know her. That's Victoria. Thinks she's a star."

"I wanted to pour the coffee right over her head," the waitress muttered, tears of frustration welling in her eyes.

"Don't even think about it. Her dad is the District Attorney. You don't want that kind of trouble. Here, just take this new one over," the bartender said, sliding a fresh cup across the bar.

"But... you just made the exact same thing," the girl said, confused.

"It's all we've got," he replied with a wink. "Watch. This time she'll drink it and tell you how great it is. She's just a brat who loves a scene."

Sure enough, this time Victoria approved. She sat by the window, savoring it sip by sip while staring outside. Then, she abruptly stood up, tossed a hundred-dollar bill on the table, and walked out.

"She's a big tipper, at least," the bartender laughed later. "Yeah, Victoria never learned how to count pennies. She's always had plenty of money, but she has no clue how anyone actually earns it. Daddy always keeps her debit card loaded."

As an only child, Victoria rarely showed up to her university classes, usually only appearing for finals. She slept until noon every day, and by evening, she was flooring it toward the nearest nightclub in her luxury sports car. That's where she was headed now. She had decided to spend a few minutes alone at her favorite quiet cafe first, though she hadn't cared for the new waitress. She decided to teach the girl a lesson, and seeing her look so scared made Victoria smirk. For the kind of money she left in that "little hole in the wall," she figured they could put up with her.

At the club entrance, Victoria met up with Chloe and Ashley. Her friends were dressed to the nines.

"Ashley, that skirt is amazing!" Victoria said, immediately clocking her friend's outfit.

"Thanks," the blonde replied with a pouty, affected air. "My mom and I picked it up in Paris last week."

"Girls, are you really not going to mention my 'upgrades'?" Chloe asked, gesturing toward her chest.

"Oh, Chloe, you're going to pop from all that silicone soon," Victoria laughed. "Though, if I were a guy, I'd probably never leave your side."

The girls laughed and headed into the club. The music was deafening, cocktails flowed like water, and the air was thick with smoke. By dawn, the girls practically crawled out of the club, leaning on their equally intoxicated friends. Then came the street racing through the deserted city streets—drunken maneuvers at high speeds. Victoria loved the rush, never once considering that it might end badly. Why would it? Her father was the DA. Her friends, feeling protected by Victoria's father's status, acted like they owned the road too. Their parents were no nobodies either—city officials, bank directors, CEOs. Victoria didn't care what her father would say the next morning when he smelled the booze on her breath. He'd give her a half-hearted lecture for appearance's sake, and that would be it. He loved her too much. She was his only daughter, and he'd raised her alone since her mother passed away when she was ten. To be honest, he'd given up on actual parenting long ago, replacing discipline with a generous daily allowance just to keep her happy.

"She's just having her fun. She'll grow out of it," her father would tell himself.

But Victoria had no intention of settling down. Sometimes she and her friends played "Truth or Dare," and things got wild. Once, Chloe smashed a luxury boutique window with a rock; another time, Ashley set fire to a stack of five thousand dollars just for the hell of it. That was just how they had fun. Once, Victoria showed up at home in nothing but her underwear. She woke up at noon with a pounding headache, but she remembered fragments of the night before. She looked at the floor—her designer jeans were nowhere to be found.

"Mary! Mary, you brat, where are you?!" she screamed for her maid.

The girl came running at her mistress's shout and looked at her expectantly.

"Mary, where are my pants?" Victoria asked, her voice raspy from the hangover.

"You came home in your underwear, miss," Mary replied, looking flustered. "Only your sneakers were left by the door."

"Oh. Right," Victoria remembered, letting out a soft laugh.

The night before, she'd had to prove to her friends that she wasn't afraid to walk through the city center in her underwear. She could still see it—walking past the fountains and across the square in her sheer lace panties, the streetlights and neon signs glowing around her while the occasional passerby recoiled in shock. Fools, she thought. It wasn't every day they got to see a body like hers.

"Get me some sparkling water!" she barked at Mary.

While the maid went to the kitchen, Victoria reached for her phone. Five missed calls, all from Tyler.

"Hey, babe," she purred into the phone once she got ahold of him.

"How you holding up? Doing okay, kid?" Tyler answered with a yawn. "I heard you girls were on fire again last night."

"Yeah, a little bit," Victoria giggled. "You going to be at the club tonight?"

"Of course."

"Well, see you then!"

"Later, babe."

Victoria tossed the phone aside and screamed angrily:

"Mary! Where is my water?!"

The maid came running back with a full glass.

Victoria spent the whole day recovering, getting herself back together before the next party. She and her father would occasionally cross paths before she headed out—just a few words exchanged. They both had their own lives. After work, her father was usually rushing off to the gym or to dinner with his mistress.

***

One afternoon, Victoria was rushing to meet her friends at a cafe to discuss plans for the upcoming weekend. The music in her car was blasting. She sped up as she approached a crosswalk. "Let the peasants move faster," she thought. An elderly woman was trying her best to make it across the wide street before the light changed, leaning heavily on her cane. The light began to flash green just as the woman was a few yards from the curb. Victoria reached the intersection and didn't even think about braking. The grandmother barely managed to lurch out of the way, stepping awkwardly and falling onto the pavement near the sidewalk.

"Watch where you're going, you old hag!" Victoria screamed out the open window as she slowed down.

"Oh, dear, I'm so sorry... I was just going to the pharmacy for my medicine. I couldn't quite make the light," the old woman stammered, nearly in tears as she tried to push herself up.

"You probably scratched my car, you old fool!" Victoria yelled, jumping out to inspect the fender. "I'm going to make you pay for the paint job!"

"Young lady, I'm calling the police right now! You were clearly at fault!" A woman who had been waiting at the bus stop ran over to help the grandmother up.

"Go right ahead," Victoria replied coolly. "I'm the DA's daughter. Nothing's going to happen to me. Later, plebs."

She got back in the car, slammed the door, and floored it. The old woman, limping and leaning harder on her cane, headed toward the pharmacy, waving a hand at her accidental defender as if to say it was alright.

Victoria forgot the incident instantly. There wasn't even a scratch; she'd just yelled to make sure those pedestrians knew their place. At the cafe, she and her friends were having a great time, laughing loudly, when her phone rang.

"Victoria Miller?" she heard an unfamiliar voice say. "This is the Senior Investigator from the Attorney General's office."

"What do you want, 'Investigator'?" Victoria snapped.

"Your father, Steven Miller, has been detained at his office during the exchange of a bribe. You need to come down to the station for questioning," the man replied, his voice flat.

The world went dark before Victoria's eyes. Her father? The District Attorney? Arrested? Her friends, sensing something was wrong, fell silent and watched her with intense curiosity.

"Girls... something happened to my dad," Victoria said, her voice trembling. "He's been arrested."

"You're kidding," Chloe said, her eyes wide.

"Oh, wow, Victoria. We actually have to get going... we have things to do. You handle that and give us a call, okay?" Ashley said, tugging on Chloe's arm. They hurried out of the cafe, leaving the bill unpaid.

"Ma'am, are you ready to settle the tab?" the waiter asked, walking up to Victoria.

"Yes, card," she answered distractedly, her mind on her father. But the card was declined.

She tried the second one. The third. Both blocked. Finally, Victoria dug through her purse for cash. Of course, she didn't have much, but it was just enough to cover the bill for the three of them. Afterward, she drove to the address the investigator had given her. They spent hours asking her questions, verifying details. It turned out her father had been mired in bribery for years, and they had been building a case against him for a long time.

Soon after, they searched the house. They found massive stashes of cash Victoria hadn't even known existed. They took everything. They seized the assets, the bank accounts, several cars—including Victoria's—the jewelry, and the expensive electronics. The house was sealed.

Just like that, in a single day, Victoria was on the street. She tried calling her friends, but they all claimed to be busy and hung up quickly. Tyler wouldn't even pick up the phone. Her father's "friends" had vanished too, terrified of being caught in the fallout. Victoria had nowhere to go. They had let her take one small suitcase of clothes. For jewelry, she only had a gold necklace—a gift from her mother—and a pair of small emerald earrings.

Exhausted, Victoria sat on a bench near her former estate. Mary, the maid, walked up to her.

"Where will you go now?" she asked softly.

"I have nowhere to go," Victoria replied in a dead voice. "Everyone just... forgot about me. My friends are gone. I don't even have a place to sleep tonight."

"If you want, you can come with me," Mary offered. "I live with my grandmother, but we can make room."

Out of habit, Victoria started to look at Mary with a sneer, but her expression shifted instantly. The arrogance vanished. In front of Mary stood a scared, lost girl facing real hardship for the first time in her life. Victoria began to cry. Mary sat down on the bench and tried to comfort her.

"It'll work out. You'll see."

Without realizing it, the formal gap between them had closed. Victoria didn't even notice. She just looked at Mary with gratitude. The only person willing to help was the one she had treated the worst. They took a bus to the outskirts of the city, getting off in a neighborhood of crumbling apartment blocks. They entered a dingy hallway.

"Ugh... what is that smell?" Victoria asked, crinkling her nose in disgust.

"Stray cats from the basement," Mary smiled. "You'll get used to it."

"How can anyone get used to this?" Victoria looked at the peeling walls and the worn-down stairs. "Do people actually live here?"

"They do, and they live just fine," Mary replied calmly. "Come on."

They went up to the fourth floor, and Mary unlocked the door.

"Is that you, sweetie?" an elderly woman's voice called from the kitchen. "Wash your hands, dinner's ready."

"Grandma, I'm not alone," Mary called back.

The woman who looked out from the kitchen was the very same grandmother Victoria had nearly hit at the crosswalk that morning. The old woman recognized her immediately.

"Why did you bring her here?" she asked sharply. "She almost ran me over today!"

"Oh, Grandma, I didn't know," Mary said, looking back and forth between them. "This is... she was my boss. She has nowhere else to go."

"And? Am I supposed to bow down to her because she almost sent me to my grave this morning?"

Victoria stood there as if struck by lightning. In one day, she had gone from a princess to a homeless beggar. And now she was standing on the threshold of this modest, yet tidy, apartment, waiting for mercy. Her old temper flared for a second, and she reached for the door to leave, but then she remembered it was dark and cold outside. Her stomach growled painfully. Then, a wave of shame washed over her as she remembered the scene at the crosswalk. What had happened to her over the years? Before her mother died, she had been a kind girl. But as she grew up and her father gave her more and more "freedom," it was as if a demon had taken up residence in her. She realized for the first time that she couldn't live that way anymore.

"Please don't turn me away," she pleaded. "Ma'am, I am so sorry. I was an idiot. I didn't understand what I was doing."

"Listen to her now," the grandmother chuckled, looking Victoria over carefully. "Fine, come in. I'm not a monster. I'm not going to throw a girl out into the night."

"Thank you," Victoria said, her voice sincere.

***

So Victoria stayed in Mary's apartment. At first, everything was a struggle for the spoiled girl. She didn't even know how to properly wash a dish. But the grandmother, Martha, decided to retrain her. The old woman saw that the girl wasn't inherently bad; she had just grown up without love and been spoiled by money. Martha taught Victoria how to peel potatoes, knead dough, and grind meat. Her first "solo" dish was a garden salad, though she managed to chop the vegetables with the peels still on. Martha and Mary laughed for a long time. Victoria almost cried from frustration at first, but then she relaxed and laughed at her own incompetence too.

A month later, she made a perfectly respectable fish chowder. Cleaning was easier to understand but harder to master—remembering which rags were for which surfaces was a science in itself. Martha patiently explained it all, and Victoria learned.

She soon found out that her father had been sentenced to a long prison term. College was out of the question—she couldn't pay for it, and she had missed too much anyway. Victoria realized she couldn't live off Mary and Martha forever. Her conscience was finally waking up.

"Mary, can you take me to work with you?" she asked her former maid, who had become her best friend.

"I'm working for a cleaning company now," Mary said hesitantly. "I clean rich people's houses. Are you sure you want to do that?"

"I'm sure," Victoria said firmly.

Soon, the two girls were heading out to jobs together. At first, Victoria just assisted Mary, afraid she'd mess something up. But Mary showed her the ropes, and before long, Victoria was working just as hard as her friend.

One day, they arrived at a house Victoria recognized. It was Chloe's. They were let in and started their routine when Chloe appeared. She was shocked to see Victoria scrubbing the mirrors.

"Victoria! You're actually quite good at scrubbing dirt," her former friend laughed. "I guess you were born for this."

Victoria froze for a second, but then she composed herself and even smiled back. "At least I'm not asking anyone for money. I'm earning it myself."

"Make sure you get the toilets while you're at it!" Chloe laughed and ran into the other room to call Ashley and tell her about the encounter.

Victoria's face darkened with hurt.

"Don't let it get to you," Mary whispered with a wink.

Victoria nodded. "Yeah. No point in being upset over an idiot."

There were many more wealthy homes after that, and she often ran into old acquaintances who would scoff or whisper when they saw her. But Victoria stopped reacting. She was earning an honest living. Sometimes, the girls would treat themselves to an evening on the boardwalk, sitting at an outdoor cafe or just walking.

One evening, they met two guys, Mark and Ethan. Mark was a driver, and Ethan was a plumber. Mark took a liking to Mary, while Ethan couldn't take his eyes off Victoria. The feeling was mutual. They started hanging out as a group, and soon they were two happy couples. For the first time in her life, Victoria was truly in love. Ethan's intentions were serious; he soon introduced Victoria to his mother, who approved of her son's choice. Mark was a hit with Martha, too. Two months later, they held a double wedding for Mark and Mary and Ethan and Victoria at a simple local restaurant.

Six months after that, the girls decided they were tired of working for someone else. They wrote a business plan, applied for a small business grant, and opened their own cleaning company. Their husbands work with them now—one as the lead driver and the other as the head of maintenance. The girls are confident that soon they'll expand and hire a full staff. Their business is growing steadily, and for the first time, Victoria knows exactly what she's worth.

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